Irony

I have a blog post that has been sat in my drafts for over a month. I want to finish it because I feel stuck until I do, but it’s like some weird twist of fate and both times I have written in it, something has happened that has thrown me.

Why have I called this one irony? Well, because the blog post in question is about balance and how important it is for me, and how I try my best to achieve it.

Both writing sessions have been interrupted by bad news. Any semblance of my balance just trampled in both those moments.

Is it a test to see how I cope with the extra weight of the problem? Maybe. Probably not. Just dreadful coincidences. Life is strange sometimes.

No, I think, actually, that life is strange all the time.

Some days I feel the challenge of being ‘neurodiverse’ in a ‘neurotypical’ world more than others.

Today is one of those days.

I’m going to try to take some time this week to unplug and disconnect from everyone and everything and rewrite that post, so I can break this weird cycle of life throwing me curveball after curveball every time I feel somewhat level.

In other news, I’m almost a month into trying new ADHD meds, and so far my blood pressure is staying where it should be. Maybe there is some balance in my life after all.

Thanks for tolerating my waffle, feel free to comment – just no curveballs, PLEASE!